But in this ever changing world in which we live in, makes you give in and cry

I am posting this to try and remind myself of how fast the world changes. Just a few days ago I was feeling really good, I felt like I was a better person, with excess energy for anything. But now it's all gone. I was feeling so exuberant, and everything was going good. I lost my job but I felt okay with that, I just got another one the following day, no problem.
This past week I have met up with Anette twice, once to enjoy and ice cream, talk and watch a movie we just happened to walk past (a 3D imax movie about dinosaurs) and I believe we both had a good day. We then agreed to meet up again and this time we went to the zoo. We just walked around and talked, looked at the animals and once again at least I had a good day. Especially the animals were funny, and owl that started staring down Anette as soon as she talked about it. A dwarf goat (very small) charging at my arm when I tried to pet it. "Don't crawl up" writen on the inside of the bear
area; giving and effect of it being there for the bears (comical).

But now; it's all different. Somehow I feel very different, I just don't have energy
anymore, I don't want to do anything, except write this so I can one day remind myself of what happened. I have to go to my new workplace today to talk to my new boss, and although I am gonna go, I just want to lie in bed and not think about anything. I know I have been depressed for a long time, but I have rarely just lost all my energy. But soon I am going away to South America, and the sooner the better. I just really hope I can get some distance between myself and my life.

To use a movie title from a movie I love, I feel... "Spirited Away".

Of course I don't have anything to do with the movie, I just feel like I have lost my spirit.